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Tuesday, 08 December 2009

  • Coexistence.

    To coexist is to live in harmony with other people.

    How would I know?
    If I don't even know if your online anymore... the blocking causes me to assume hate.
    I don't know how you feel because we don't talk to each other... but yet...
    I don't know if I'm supposed to assume...
    I don't know... and I wish I knew.

    I'm tired of coexisting with you by simply greeting you in the hallway.
    I'm going to stop listening to people who keep telling me to forget you.
    ...they don't know anything.
    I wish we could just be alone... sit down... and straighten everything out.
    ...wasn't that the first rule?

    I don't expect things to return to the way they were.
    ...but I wish we could be the way before things got complicated.





Friday, 04 December 2009

  • Surveys Surveys...

    This survey gets REAL personal, are you sure you're ready?
    Sure.

    How are you doing today?
    Empty but productive.

    Do you plan on lying?
    I HATE liars.

    Sex ruins relationships, right?
    It binds two [or more] together physically, reinforcing the emotional bond.
    Yes and no.

    How many tattoos do you have? And how many do you want?
    Zero... for now. I may not look it but I wanna be covered :p

    What’s something you’re not looking forward to?
    my report card.

    Do you think it’s a bunch of bull shit when people say “I have no regrets"?
    depends. sometimes people say it but in the end they act like they regret. So yes.

    Who got you the jewelry you’re wearing?
    I wear no jewelry.

    There's a serial killer inside your house. What do you do?
    Fight the serial killer.

    Do you get scared during scary movies?
    No, I don't watch them because I figure out the plot and its not fun ._.

    Have you ever cried in front of your number one?
    Yeah... stupid things. I did stupid things.

    Where do you want to live when you're older?
    Somewhere on the coastline...

    Was it a boy or a girl to last text you?
    Nobody really texts me... a boy? Yeah. Good friends.

    How do you feel right now?
    Creative. Used up 3 hours of my day browsing Deviantart.

    Who is on your mind?
    Someone <3

    Are you in love?
    I think its okay to say yes :3

    Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
    Yeah... I don't really wanna be lonely all the time.

    Do you like hugs?
    As of late, no. But I enjoy comfort hugs a lot...

    Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
    Hmm... yes.

    Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?
    Biologist if I follow my science major. Though, I really want to do something artistic when I grow up. Actually there was this one job that was like a science and art mix so I might go for that...

    Have you kissed the last person you texted?
    No. I am straight.

    What are you wearing on your feet?
    Air.

    You wake up, all your hair is gone, your first reaction?
    I just went to the barber... uhm... go look for that awesome hat nina and choo have.

    The last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
    I may not have shown it... but I was about to cry several times.

    Two days from today, where will you be?
    Here. Party~

    When was the last time you saw someone attractive?
    Today~

    Has someone ever made you a promise and broke it?
    Yeah. But everyone is human... I understand now... we all have flaws. You may be the "perfect" human with all your socially-acceptable-flaws, but still be human. Even I failed to keep my promise due to the circumstances... You can't control how someone else feels. You can't control others. You can't force them to keep a promise.

    Is there someone you don't ever want out of your life?
    Yes.

    Are relationships ever really worth it?
    No matter how they end up, in the end, you got to meet someone really important to you. That's the best thing about them, and I'm happy I had relationships myself. I'm happy I grew close to several people who I'll never forget.

    Honestly, are things going the way you planned?
    Somewhat~ in present terms.

    Do you miss your past?
    Sometimes. Not really. Depends.

    Where do you think your number 1 is?
    I wont tell you~ you will figure it out and its currently a secret. They're watching tv right now or sleeping at the moment.

    What were you doing last night at midnight?
    Sleeping >.< I was so tired from fencing.

    Is the last person you kissed older than you?
    Nope. I'm older than 90% of the people in my grade ._. Or was that 80%?

    Who out of your top friends have seen you cry?
    None. Well... real tears.

    Are you wearing something you borrowed from someone?
    I never borrow clothes.

    What color shirt are you wearing?
    White.

    When you sleep on your bed, is stuff usually on it?
    Sketchpad. Japanese Chin [dog]. Pencilcase. Netbook.

    What do you currently hear right now?
    The keyboard. Its that silent in my house.

    What are you planning on doing after this?
    Draw on my hand. Then I'll look up more surveys.

    Are you gonna be home tonight?
    I am home.

    Name the first person you can think of that you know that has a tattoo?
    My aunts.

    Do you slam doors when you're mad?
    Not really.

    Is your room messy or clean?
    Its one or the other. Right now its on the verge of being messy.

    When was the last time you had a real smile on your face?
    Today... I laughed cause of her...

    Do you tell your best friend EVERYTHING?
    Uhm... I don't think I have a best friend. I haven't established a "we're bestfriends mutually" sort of thing with anyone yet.

    Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
    I don't.

    Is it easy to make you smile?
    depends~ usually no. If you try, no.

    Do you know anyone who doesn't smoke pot?
    Yes. Me as far as I know, and pretty sure all of my friends.

    Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
    No.

    Are you someone's best friend?
    Not sure.

    Have you kissed anyone whose name starts with a Z?
    ...

    Has anyone told you they don't ever wanna lose you?
    I don't remember... My memory is jumbled up.

    Your ex calls you at 4 a.m because he needs you, do you go?
    Yes.

    What would you say to her?
    If she needs me? I'll be of any assistance any way I can.

Tuesday, 22 September 2009

  • Sophomore Year is...

    Semi-awesome.

    Monday, September 21, 2009.
    "Core Classes"
    Ah... finally came out of my room after being locked up in here over summer. (Not counting using the treadmill downstairs) True, this blog may be 3-4 weeks late, but it just proves the semi-awesomeness of my sophomore experience. The amount and level of work this year is so much different from the loads we got over freshman year. Intermediate Physics is like a different world to me since we're using a college textbook now and all these formulas aren't getting into my head. Today's homework quiz wasn't that bad, but it was so easy that it makes me scared. Its either I'm getting it now but I haven't realized it or I totally failed. Anyway, moving on, Intermediate Chemistry is wonderful since I still have Mrs. Sorrentino from freshman year and so far I haven't got a problem wrong ^^. Take that gas laws. We're moving ahead in front of other classes too so I'm quite content with my status. Next up, World History. I LOVE my new teacher this year. He acts just like my private school teacher back in DLSZ and when I have teachers like this, I really do pay more attention in class. Last discussion was on Prehistory stuff, the Dark Ages and the Roman Empire. I read that huge packet the night before and I finished at 5:38 a.m., but thanks to that, I did pretty well during discussion. American Literature II is great thanks to the teacher too. Not much going on there right now, but I can't wait to get into a literary arts "in the zone" mode and probably have enough inspiration to fill my sketchpad. French III is a bit of hassle, but she's my IGS advisor too, which helps with student-teacher relations of course :3. I have a test tomorrow so I'll need to study. Verbs are pretty much the structure of French , so if I do good on this test, my life should be easier French-wise. Introduction to Engineering Design II is a pain right now since I still have a drawing due for that class and its late =_=. Plus, I owe my other teacher an idea for an invention that we will actually create in class over the year. I swear, I've heard the phrase, "a stapler and a hole puncher combined" over ten times last Friday. It just proves that there's little left to invent in this world. I have an edge this year in Drivers Ed since I'm already 16 and I have some driving experience, but to be honest, I'm not really concerned with driving at the moment. Walking to school is just fine <3. Oh yeah, BIOLOGY. Biology is just great. I actually know a lot when it comes to biology so I'm all set for now. I even have a field trip this Thursday ^^. Actually, I love bio that much that I stayed after class during my frees to water the plants and stuff. I'm not sucking up to the teacher, I'm just finding working or caring for living things quite relaxing. I think I'm making the Environmental Science Center my new little peace of heaven this year. Its just so relaxing to the senses... maybe its the oxygen. Maybe its the random knickknacks you can play with in there. Maybe its just something new I've come to enjoy a lot. Finally, there's Analysis II (Pre-Calculus). I'm sort of okay in class, I got a 83 on our first test since I fail at graphs. Dr. Penev even showed me that if I got those right, I would have got a perfect score! *sigh* I really need to improve with math this year. It ties in with all my core classes since I am in science major...

    Moving on! "Extra Curriculars"
    Lets see, electives signed up for: Sequential Art and Digital/Creative Imaging. Club this year: Earth Knights.
    Starting off with the Earth Knights club. Ms. Pero welcomed me with open arms since she taught our Freshman Leadership class last year. I'd actually consider her closer to me than a few of my core class teachers so its pretty unusual, but hey, I think its great to develop bonds with people outside your field. It gives you experience :3 First club meeting was most enjoyable. Irene's my fellow club member so I'm happy to have someone I know around. Oh yeah, when we had our Friday morning meeting, I was selected as the club artist this year. I know I haven't posted anything on my deviantart or bothered to show off my work, but now I have chance for outside criticism and publicity. Not exactly something I want to do, but its time to try new things right? We're working in the garden this Wednesday... good thing I have a half green thumb.  Also entered Sequential Art and Digital/Creative Imaging. Am I really a science student?

    I'll continue next time...

Monday, 15 June 2009

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